I don’t even know
I wish that time had never taken a toll on us. That people wouldn’t have interfered and started the slow decay of the spindles. That we could have stayed who we were last year this time. We distanced from each other and memories became more important and romantic than the actual person in front of us. We let the world and time take its toll to us and that ended up washing us out. I’m truly lost all the time but I don’t know where to go from here. I don’t recall what love is and the lack of trust I have plays a negative role towards us. Things are hard and I’ve learned you can’t force love or feeling. No matter how much you desire it.
